Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Dream

I was in a house I didn't recognize. But it was Adam's house in this dream. I was in his room.
He stepped out for some number of minutes. I began to rummage through his stuff, looking for letters to/from his girlfriend and whatnot.
I happened to glance out the doorway and see that he was watching me from the other room outside.
I felt stupid. I bent my head down to cover my embarrassment.
"See?" He said. He came in and I sprawled on my belly on the floor, not wanting to look at his face in shame. He'd caught me at my worst. I felt like a worm.
He stood on my back. I felt energy travel through his feet and into my spine. He still loved me.

Friday, September 18, 2009

"You assist an evil system most effectively by obeying its orders and decrees. An evil system never deserves such allegiance. Allegiance to it means partaking of the evil. A good person will resist an evil system with his or her whole soul." - Mahatma Gandhi

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Finally, my mind feels calm again.

The sun is in the house of Virgo, and the moon has moved into Pisces. The two polar energies are brilliantly at work. I feel awesome, like two September summers ago when I first tried psychedelics.