— Henry David Thoreau

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment.

Found, 5.20.2009

Ego sees what ego does. Pull then shove, pull then shove? God simply sees and smiles and loves. One hand opened, one hand gloved. Dancing the balance of hawk and dove.

From the writings of Dr. Paul Foster Case

Tarot Key 2 - Sub Consciousness 

Subconsciousness is represented by the garden in Key 2. The fertile soil of this garden will grow any seed planted by the Magician. If you, as the Magician, plant careless observations and incorrect reasoning -- the weeds of conscious thought -- your subconsciousness will develop these seeds of error a thousand-fold, with all sorts of uncomfortable consequences.

On the other hand, if you learn to concentrate, to make your mental imagery clear and definite, if you make accurate observations from which you draw correct inferences, the seed you plant in your subconscious garden will bear fruit in the renewal, revivification and regeneration of your personality.

The ability of subconsciousness to develop seed ideas in this way may be formulated thus: Subconsciousness is possessed of perfect powers of deductive reasoning.

ORACLE #1

"The word 'imagination' doesn't get much respect. For many people, it connotes 'make-believe', the province of children and artists. But in fact, imagination is the most important asset you possess; it's the power to form mental pictures of things that don't exist yet. As such, it's what you use to shape your future. Some people, alas, are lazy about using this magical power. They allow their imaginations to fill up with trashy images that are at odds with their deepest desires, and their incoherent lives reflect that. Other folks are very disciplined about what images they entertain in their imaginations. They tend to attract exactly what they need. What about you? How will you use your treasure in the months and years to come?"
-The Televsionary Oracle by Rob Brezsny

boom. gimme the diploma. whats next

consciousness is the seat of suffering. consciousness is the seat upon which suffering rests its fat retarded ass.

- Albert Einstein

“The human being is a part of a whole, called by us ‘Universe,’ a part limited by us in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest...a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires, and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.” 

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The world needs support,
let's give it our backs;
We can help midwife
an over due collapse.

Initially it will inwardly fall;
a suicidal C-sectioned sprawl.
Soon after, look closely amongst the destruction,
Phoenix, arises, by way of forced induction.

The stench of sitting on our thumbs,
Waiting for Winter's dread to come,

Hiding amongst an illusory disease,
That never seems to please,
Distraction is a movement
Neither good nor bad; no judgement
please

Take Heed, Don't Titanic
Nature's verbs are more organic
Her motion
Your spirit
Can you hear it

Bring down the sovereign phallocracy
Pave new ground for revamped
philosophy, theology, feminology, pagancology,
ancestrology
This ain't no time for mediocrity

Do you know what they say
about the best sort of ground?
It is truly the middle ground
Where there's no ground at all
(Thus there's nowhere to fall;)

Protips

"Lots and lots of patience. Buy lots of diapers now while you have the time and buy in bulk. The average baby goes through 10 diapers a day. Buy at least one package of diapers a week if you can, and don't get the same size remember babies grow so plan ahead you should have at least 3 large boxes of each stage of diapers cause babies grow quick. She'll grow out of the newborn diapers in the first month. Most of all Girls are good listeners but also stubborn. Be firm, be strong, but be gentile to their feelings for you are their first friend, their first love, and the first man in their life. Being a father is the greatest joy a man can have. Good luck and congratulations again."

universal big bang

explosion followed by

unifying love bang

expansion

impossible to photograph

or measure they say

say but i,

spring-loaded and coiled

(we have a gun, you see

it's silver and studded

with a ribbed label

that says coiled potentiality)

click the trigger

and i will gladly travel

to the furthest spear

of the sun

may i knead your dreams

and pour my flesh

within your moon magic?

upon return i tread

shyly to(o

your throne where

spring blossoms

where deeply, i bow

this fool this man

in the shade of your permission

to alight upon

your almond feet

my uncovered body

(a shedding action)

captivated by

my own tower reversed

impurities so real -

hardly have i known

such gentle throbbing

wrinkles and wounds

your eyelids' flutters

catch me half-guard

off-smirk

words

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and in the mists

of your sweet breath

lovely one

my heart rests

oak and newell

sweet sweet whisperings
silent succulent sedation
a crossroads of christhood
the movement meets the stillness
wander in the shallows of the wind
wonder in the shallows of my mind
the sound of exhaustion
brings rise to an illusion
it grapples and it inflates
the eyelids becoming warmer, redder, heave-ho
the futile struggle shows its colours, heave-ho
and now autumn's dreams are drunk, heave-ho