∞

A simple plan for life is change, find yourself the nicest range, strange
Then you see the light, Then you find the right, On a bright day
There’s a population boom going on, There’s a planetary shift you can hear it in this song ,
They try to heal it then cut it, heal it then cut it, heal it then cut it don’t cut it again
If you feel it then love it, if you feel it then love it, if you feel it love it my friend
Its right in front of us each and every one of us Freedom or death yes the two are antonymous
Symphonic, jus hearin good news I keep my ears open and stare to the moon
I know theres more than hope when I put out the feelers, We all want the same thing when we’re bein all realist
Collective consciousness lets form a village, Then spread good feelings till there aint no more killers
And I apologize if I didn’t always rise to occasion, Had to come of age and apply my knowledge to my personal experiences
If I didn’t I could’ve died in all seriousness, We’ve come far y’all
As a person, as a people, as a world Its time to raise the bar
Its not hard just remember who you are, Its not hard just remember
all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration,
we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively,
there is no such thing as death,
life is only a dream,
and we are the imagination of ourselves.
∞

4/10 - Ouija Board and Channeling at Katie's Place

We lit a few candles, turned off the lights, sat on her bed with the board, and began the session.

Katie: Is there anybody there?
YES.
K: Would you like to talk with us?
YES.
K: What is your name?
L-E-M.
(We assumed these were initials.)
Alex: What does the L stand for?
L-A-R-R-Y.
A: Are you male?
YES.
A: How old are you, Larry?
2-3.
K: Larry, how did you die?
E-X-T-A-S-Y.
(We had been discussing ecstasy not too long before the session.)
K: Is that really how you died, Larry?
(Indecisive movement.) NO.
K: Where are you?
(Katie knew the answer right after she asked.)
H-E-R-E.
K: How long have you been here?
(Moved off the board.)
A: Have you been here less than a year?
YES.
A: Have you been here less than a month?
YES.
A: Have you been here less than a week?
YES.
A: Where are you from?
V.
K: Are you from Virginia?
YES.
A: Did you know people from Minnesota?
YES.
A: Did you have a girlfriend, Larry?
YES.
K: Did you and your girlfriend have tons of raunchy sex?
NO.
K: Do you wish you had?
YES.
K: Why are you here, Larry?
K-A.
(We assumed this meant Katie.)
A: Do you like Katie?
YES.
K: Were you here earlier when I was changing?
YES.
A: So why are you here?
(Moved off the board.)
(We assumed this meant he didn't want to say.)
A: What's your favourite colour?
(I knew the answer before he started spelling.)
Y-E-L-
A: Yellow.
(Stopped spelling.)
K: Was your girlfriend attractive?
NO.
K: Do you think I'm attractive?
YES.
A: Are you bisexual?
NO.
A: When's your birthday?
8-2.
(Katie's birthday is also August 2nd!)
K: When did you die, Larry?
(Moved off the board.)
(We started to assume that he didn't like serious questions.)
A: Are you a day person or a night person?
D.
A: Do you like cats?
NO.
(We couldn't think of anymore questions for awhile. We also were doubting whether or not this was just our own psyche's fucking with us. So we decided to head in a different direction.)
A: If you can, make your presence known by blowing out a candle.
(We waited. Nothing. We assumed it was possibly too hard for him.)
K: If you can, make your presence known by making a sound.
(We waited. Again, nothing.)
A: Are you trying?
YES.
K: Is there some method that would be easier?
YES.
K: What is that method?
M-I-R-R-O-R-S.
(At this point we both got too scared of that idea.)
A: Can it be either one of us?
YES.
(Neither one of us wanted to do this. I grabbed Katie's mirror off of her dresser and set it leaning on a pillow, face down.)
K: How does this method work?
L-O-O-K.
(Again, we both were too nervous.)
A: Would one of us be easier than the other?
A.
(We assumed this meant Alex. I took a deep breath, turned the mirror around, and stared. Nothing happened.)
(An idea then popped into Katie's head, and she explained to me about the divination technique called scrying. So I held the mirror in front of me and stared. But the lighting seemed too dim.)
(Katie tested the method closer to the candles. She said her face became whiter, and she got scared and stopped.)
(I sat down by the candles and held the mirror close to my face. There was lots of dissolving of my features. I kept my concentration on not trying to focus on anything specific. There was more dissolving and slight changes. I caught glimpses of darker eyes, and rounder face, and more stretched-out lips. It was a bit unnerving. Afterwards, I felt drained for awhile.)
(Katie wanted to try again, so we switched spots. She also began seeing dark eyes [we didn't discuss what we saw until we both had done this] but nothing else was really clear.)
(I used the board while Katie was still looking.)
A: Would you show yourself to Katie?
(Indecisive movement.) C.
(I assumed this meant the cat, and that it was bothering him. She had jumped onto the bed a few minutes before and was being nosy. Katie brought her out of the room.)
A: How can Katie see you?
A.
(We assumed this again meant Alex. Katie joined me on the bed.)
K: Why Alex?
B-O-Y.
K: Are you more comfortable with him because he's a boy?
YES.
(We then discussed the possibility of Larry coming inside of me, and that's why I had felt so drained before.)
A: Larry, when you showed yourself to me, were you inside of me?
YES.
A: Could you do it again?
YES.
A: So if I let you inside me, would you be able to show yourself to Katie?
YES.
A: Would you be able to show yourself if she looked at my face?
YES.
A: What would she have to focus on?
(Indecisive movement.)
A: Does she already know?
YES.
A: What would I have to focus on?
(Indecisive movement.)
K: Should he focus on an object or event or something?
YES.
(We digress with random questions about sports for a while.)
A: What should I focus on?
K-A-I-T-E.
A: What about her? Focus on who she is as a person?
YES.
(We discussed what each of us were going to focus on, then told Larry we were ready.)
(We got comfortable, and Katie began to scry using my face. I repeated Katie's name in my head and thought about what I liked about her, what were her positive traits/qualities, et cetera. After only a minute or two of scrying, a face that was entirely different from mine appeared. Katie later said he looked younger than 23, had wavy brown hair, brown eyes, delicate features, and wide smiling lips. He had looked at her contentedly and non-threateningly. Katie: "I couldn't look away for a second, but then realized I was freaked out and looked away. I didn't tell Alex I saw anything yet. I kept scrying and kept seeing partial features, especially smiles. I asked Alex if he smiled and he said no. He then had to take his contacts out [eyes were getting too dry]. When he came back we continued but I was still seeing a smile and just pieces of his face at a time. It was at a particular time when he smiled at me that I realized his name wasn't Larry.")
K: Is your name really Larry?
NO.
A: What is it?
Z-H-T.
A: Could you spell your first name?
Z-E-K-E.
(Right after the Z was centered, Katie knew it was Zeke.)
A: Is your name really Zeke?
YES.
A: Is Larry your father?
YES.
(We had conversation about the whole previous experience for awhile.)
A: Are you still inside me?
YES.
A: How long are you going to be there?
(Indecisive movement.)
A: How many minutes?
2-0.
(With a few more questions, I realized I was able to answer them without the board. At this realization, I also felt the urge to talk to Katie, kind of like as an ambassador for Zeke. AKA a channel, or vessel.)
Hi.
K: Hi.
I like you.
K: Thanks, I like you too.
Want to go out?
K: Where would you take me?
-Smiles- Heaven.
K: -Giggle-
(Katie didn't know what else to say, and I could tell Zeke became shy.)
A: There's something he wants.
K: What?
A: He doesn't want to tell, he doesn't think you'll do it.
K: What is it?
A: He wants a kiss.
K: -Giggles- Well, tell Zeke I'll kiss him if he tells me how he died.
A: I can't read an answer.
(We went to the board.)
K: If I agree to kiss you will you tell us how you died?
YES.
K: So how did you die?
E-X.
A: Were you killed accidentally?
YES.
A: Did you kill yourself?
(Moved off the board.)
K: Did you kill yourself because of an ex?
YES.
K: Did she break your heart?
YES.
(Then Katie had no idea what to say, and I could tell Zeke had started to sulk.)
A: He's frustrated.
K: Why?
A: You aren't really making him feel better.
(Katie went silent for awhile, then started talking to Zeke.)
K: So are you more of a dog person?
Yes.
K: What kind of dogs?
Beagles. And basset hounds.
K: Did you have one?
No.
K: My brother has a basset hound. He's cute.
-Smiles and chuckles-
Okay, I'm ready for that kiss now.
K: Okay.
Lie on your back.
K: -Giggles-
What, haven't you been kissed on your back before?
K: Well, yeah...
Alex is more nervous than I am.
K: Why?
He doesn't want to tell you.
K: Why not?
-Giggles and shakes head-
K: Why not?
-Silence-
K: He knows he can tell me anything.
A: He wants to switch positions.
(We moved.)
A: He doesn't want to do anything till you can see him.
K: -Nods-
Let's play pretend.
K: Okay.
Because I want you to pretend that you've wanted this for a very long time.
K: I have.
(I [Zeke] move up close to Katie. She stares and looks for his face. He puts his hand on her cheek. She sees his face and smiles.)
Hi.
K: -Smiles again- Hi.
Close your eyes.
(Katie does. He kisses her, slowly, twice. Then rolls onto his back, beaming.)
(My heart felt like bursting forth through my chest.)
(Katie said she was feeling really shaky and energized, very excited.)
A: He says, 'Thank you.'
K: He was probably talking to you.
A: Yeah.

A HOLE IN HISTORY

Magic is an aspect of the human experience that has always been with us. It is a way of living that involves interacting with the universe as if it were alive and intelligent, a fact that many current scientific movements are desperately trying to alert us to. As experience has shown, if you speak to the universe in the proper manner, THE UNIVERSE WILL SPEAK BACK. Shamanism, one of the most profound forms of magic, shows that what is visible is the manifestation of the invisible; it is the use of one's understanding of the invisible to affect change in the visible. How to negotiate unmanifest realms, while keeping oneself grounded in the manifest, is the Work (and Play) of a lifetime.

Magic is neither religion nor science. It is simply a technique for helping the universe grow. The exaltation of the creative impulse (magic) is an excellent framework for reorienting people towards creating solutions, as opposed to fetishizing about already known problems. As with magic itself, one is recommended not to take any of it too seriously, although one is also recommended not to back off into ironic distance. It can be easy to go too far in, but it is far, far easier to miss the bus completely.

It was those infinite abysses of human potential I was noticing people successfully expanding themselves into, without losing their balance, and it was quickly becoming clear to me that I was seeing evolution, in leaps and bounds- not only of the body, but of culture, of mind and of the human "spirit." In our present moment we are not seeing the apocolypse as in the destruction of the world, but the apocolypse as in the destruction of our (solely) rational worldview. We are seeing how shamefully limited our perspective has been, and we are seeing, quite clearly, our own evolution. (1987-2012) The Apocolypse...The Unveiling of Truths.

While magic has never totally gone away, in the preceding century shamanism, magic, and hightened consiousness have slowly returned to high visibility within culture, in a wholly new form all gussied up for the Third Millenium---the revelation of the living universe and the divinity of ALL.

thank the psylocibin psychedelic mushroom for language. thank a 'drug' for our current form of life.


This Earth will soon be our perfect world. I imagine art, love, joy, music, exploration, adventure. We all can imagine it. We call it "Eadin." Our breath creates it, and it will be the place where we all live. I imagine green pastures instead of concrete buildings, where everybody is free to explore themselves, their world, and their universe. No fear. No shame. No guilt. No shyness. No repression. We want Utopia. The buildings will be made of trees. Magical women will live in the foggy marshes, charting the data of the stars. The more we pour into this goal, the more real it becomes. Humans will be free, not slaved, not brutalized and hypnotized by the rich owners of the Earth who create everthing with their media hallucination. The trees will expell a rainbow language to the children as they sleep. The animals free. The dead spirits and the dead cultures with us once again. A world where everybody mattered. NO MORE RELIGION. NO MORE WARS. NO MORE POVERTY. NO MORE HYPNOSIS. NO MORE LIES. Where the world was no longer crowded. People gathering in the fields at dusk to know the presence of the divinity of the natural world. Thoughts shared. It is idealistic and silly as hell, but then you have to aim higher than your mark, in order to ensure you hit your mark. We Want Utopia.

Once you've engaged with any kind of magical practice, it's about as easy to ignore as a hungry cat; you can't walk a foot without tripping over it. This is the universe saying its ready to play.

"I tell you the truth, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven." Matthew 18:3

It is our birthright to swallow the stars, to burn an eternal flame, to soar across the heavens...


A very large part of the population of the population has at least some experience with consiousness-expanding drugs. Those who use them intelligently, or even who use them for magic, are exceedingly rare. While drugs can be an important catalyst in magic, should be added, they are certainly not the point or the end state, or even essential in its workings.

Altered states, however, ARE essential, and though drugs may be the easiest way there, they are also the hardest to direct towards productive ends. Peter J. Carrol, one of the originators of chaos magic, made the foundation stone of his approach that "altered states of consciousness are the key to magical power," and it is indeed altered states of all forms that we seek to cultivate. The human nervous system is the best toy in the world, and we are here to explore and innovate with it. This is true on more than just the individual level.

People were taught God's up there, and he left a long time ago.
What we are now emphasizing is that WE ARE GOD TOO. People are going to love to learn it.

Base your beliefs in the ultimate symbol: infinity. That is what the young child perceives clearer than the "normal" adult. That is what we seek... pure innocence.

''There is nothing either good or bad,

but thinking makes it so."
-William Shakespeare

Don Quixote de la Mancha

"I will act as if the world were what I would have it to be, as if the ideal were real"

he's beginning to believe

"Who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed?" -Hunter S. Thompson

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” Nelson Mandela.

Merry Christmas from da Budddha

"Be ye Lamps unto yourselves"

Sacred Chao goes Mu

The problems you observe are not the PRO – BLEM because I believe the PRO aspect of the Blem... the BLEMISH on your experience... the PRO aspect is the benefit of not having to be forced to live in PERFECTION always, but have the chance to experience YIN AND YANG... and from them DECIDE for yourself THINK FOR YOURSELF and choose FOR YOUR SELF what it is that makes you FEEL BETTER, what is PRO for you.


Okay, so being born into this time/space as a human, not as an amoebae, or a redwood tree, or an earthworm... Or a marijuana plant which will live less than 1 year then get smoked so someone who is confused can NUMB his feelings enough to find some PEACE in the confusion of being born a HUMAN in this current age... into a body with a 6,000,000 year DNA legacy of human like form upright walking...


Being and having BEEN programmed to accept the truths of those who want to keep a level of control of their own lives at the expense of others... by keeping the others in CONFUSION... struggling to be the nice humans that humans on a great average really are (very nice and GENERALLY cooperative). Confused through POINTING THE FINGER OF EVIL, like the criminal... he distracts you by telling you how bad the OTHERS are while he is SCHEMING a way to fuck you over.


This is all about the GETTING part of the FORE-GETTING... the forgetting is you remembering the freedom to THINK FOR YOURSELF... and then doing just that and THINKING feeling COMPARING the PRO and the BLEM(ish)...


We are here to experience TIME... to experience TIME we've got to have SPACE to do it in... remember your TAO self is still in the infinite, dreaming about you being here... it in TAO experiences no time it experiences everything always in every NOW... a state of NO ONE THING a constant every POSSIBILITY... So time is a COOL GAME PLAYGROUND TO be in...


1 percentage of your POINT OF VIEW (an unnamed point of view because names are un-IMPORTANT) is here on the playground the rest is in and OF the WHOLE... that idea is UNTHINKABLE so do not get raped/limited by the TOOL – our brain which is limited to processes only 2 gigs per second... but feel the VIBE, feel what resonates in you... not what you have been taught to FEEL THROUGH. You have been taught to FEEL through a filter of MASTER/slave expectations... GOD, savior, evil humanity, sin, it's everywhere in our culture... the saviors are the Slave Master who taught you to work so you would not die or be put on a work detail so dangerous you would die... way way way back in the days of building PHARAOHS pyramids. please the savior and you lived... make the savior slave master mad and you got put on dangerous detail you died and you did not reproduce and your kids are not the DNA strands we now all share... Those who lived is the DNA we all share...


Now BACK to fore-GETTING... feel outside of the master/slave filter... outside of the training to please master (THE MAN), to feel is to TOUCH, to TRANSLATE energy... and what is ENERGY? the ATOM. what is the ATOM? a thought form of the use of sub-atomics. which is THOUGHT form of the use of Quantas... and QUANTAS are just VIBES, feelings... no one thing, coming in and out of BEING... WELL WHY DO THEY COME AND GO? SO THAT the playground can be... the STREAM OF WELLBEING... the building blocks of... so you can experience the wanted from the experience of the UNWANTED... they come and go, changing as you move towards that which is MORE AND MORE PLEASANT. Or staying the same as the unwanted if you FREELY CHOOSE NOT TO MOVE... to move begins FIRST in thinking about where and what would feel better... thinking is what? Energy or VIBES, vibrations... in and of the whole... Infinity.


LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN and contented. You know that urge. You feel that urge, it is the CONTRAST that pulls you forward each morning as you wake up to find some thing GOOD in your day. And so it is with all life, the PLANTS MOVING TO WARM SUNLIGHT AND MOIST ROOTS... Animals basking in RELAXATION time, sunning themselves, rolling around playing with each other. You ever watch cats? SOCIALLY GROOM EACH OTHER in contentment... life is meant to be fun... and yet the CAT HUNTS, it kills... the GRASSHOPPER EATS a plant all the way down to the root killing it...yet what did it really KILL?


It killed off a BIO MACHINE that is an aspect of the Tao... was using it to experience the BEING of that 1 thing at that 1 location, have that 1 life and contrast... and everything MUST DIE... no one gets out of here ALIVE ... accept this, do not fear this... remember the words of the SAGE Jesus. I believe he talked about aspects of NOT worrying about DEATH. Be good to the TEMPLE BODY (the word tools of his day and age)... enjoy life and LOVE all... and accept that you will never KNOW THE DATE OR TIME OF DEATH. But the YOU. Goes on. TAO.


And all of this you think about... your tool of the biomachine deals with little tiny aspects or bytes of infinity, at the rate of 2 gigs per second... and we start to believe that this is all there is... good! For that makes this LIFE PASSIONATE. Real... the most real of NOVELS or movies... designed by the all of TAO and agreed upon by even the single quanta that comes in and out of BEING to enable the CONSTRUCTION of atoms to form molecules to create substances from which DNA can then be assembled... and in that DNA is INFORMATION to guide the day to day activity of a very COMPLEX BIO MECHANICAL tool created of substance for a limited aspect of awareness to use for TIME/SPACE experience and free choices. got it? Got IT? Good! Think for yourself. Life is long and full of stuff. What do you want that stuff to be?

interesting LJ post

Young master... about 4 years I ago I was teaching some one about the book ILLUSIONS by Richard Bach … http://www.amazon.com/Illusions-Adventures-Reluctant-Richard-Bach/dp/0440204887 . They had read the small book and we were discussing the theme of the UN IMPOSSIBLITY of toa. They showed interest in learning how to be POWERFUL MAGICAL …. Walk thru walls be all knowing and destroy clouds and shit ….

So like the book says see it in your mind done and it is done …. So I explained you have to take the CLOUD out of your thinking as if you had never had EXPOSURE to that cloud when your mind is that focused THEN OF COURSE TO you the cloud NEVER WAS AND SO IT IS NOT THERE IN THE SKY …. BUT IF YOU ARE DEPENDING ON THE AGREEMENT OF others to do this... you are FUCKED ….because you can not create in another's experience... we ALL AGREE on a stable platform to experience a general state of agreed upon PHYSICS … but the FREE CHOICE in each to see and feel experience is just that in each... a freedom of each .

This person still wanted to learn to get rid of clouds, so I reminded them of PSYCHOTICS… they think shit we do not see is real and for them it is very very very real …only until you SHOCK the bio machine will you ever be able to get them to experience this time/space agreement of the rest of us… and even then there has to be a WANTO of that psychotic to 'want to' see what the rest of us see, other wise after the GRAVE shock to the bio machine they promptly return to their own PRIVATE IDAHO. I explained for me to teach them that MAGIC IS for me to become mentally ill on command … self generated. and still they wanted to learn …

But when the student came back once more for some more clarity … and told me how it did not works while with friends …. And complained … I had to go over it again …. The idea of STABLE PLATFORM AGREEMENT STATE …. And that magic breaks the agreement state, so others will not let you do magic... unless of course they want you to do magic and then ..well then we get professional magicians … who do magic but within the context of the agreed upon state. It is why mystics, when examined to closely, are almost always found out to be …using the tool of ….. mass hypnotic hallucination … the desire of the individual to experience hypnosis is the only way…. There has to be a general UNDERLYING acceptance, or allowing of the PROGRAMING .

Once I could get the student to NOT want to PROVE their power in front of friends but to erase the clouds... to feel what it is like to pass thru solid matter etc .. astrail travels etc …once they were doing it for their own fun and not for the GLORY of being able to say to others HEY LOOK I AM MAGICAL AND YOU ARE NOT ! i get fucking so lost trying to teach this shit even live this shit for it is outside of the day to day agreement state it is useless recreation… it is something I can not share because of the DOUBT of the others unless they themselves have already lived it. And then well I am not having to convince them in any way, hell they are trying to convince me that their concepts of the UNIMPOSSIBLE ARE POSSIBLE .

So this has to do with keeping your GOALS to yourself, unless of course you are truly involved in a MASTER MIND LIKE DESCRIBED IN THE teaching of NAPOLEON HILL ….. and the master mind is… a group of NON DOUBTERS... very supportive of each other who still creative in their OWN minds, not dependent on the minds of the others. Alone! Lonely place actually we came here to experience SOCIALNESS ... a common reality. Keeping your PLANS to yourself can be difficult many times, but it is very important for then you do not have the energy of others streams, CO CREATING upon your dreams... polluting it …. Because if you FELT they were important enough... if you LOVED enough to describe to them you future…. Then you ALREADY have polluted your dream with SHOULDS based upon creating in their world for their happiness, which I can not do…..

I can not really create in another mind ….. I can do what I believe is best for me and what I would like some one else to like, but I can not force them to like it …. I just invite them into my world. They then HAD THE RESPONSIBILITY to feel their emotional guidance scale and move on… Or stay, but if they stay in a FORCED MODE, if the SIGNALS of stress continue to show up, then your want for their happiness OUR DNA instincts is one of caring will detract from the life you created and now BOTH PEOPLE STILL BECOME unhappy … neither true to themselves.

Your TRUTH …is the lighted path for others … the best help is you being happy. That is the WITNESS of the SAGE JESUS …. Talking about show your own happiness then let others free choice to follow or not … if not wish them LOVE AND GOOD FORTUNE …. Adventures. And so do you worry NO ONE WILL LIKE YOU PRIVATE IDAHO?