Friday, July 31, 2009

Timewave zero theory

the essence of the theory is that existence emerges from the clash of two forces, not good and evil but habit and novelty. habit is entropic, repetitious, conservative; novelty is creative, disjunctive, progressive. "in all processes in any scale, you can see these two forces grinding against each other. you can also see that novelty is winning." -TMK

as novelty increases, so does complexity. from the big bang on, "the universe has been complexifying, and each level of complexity achieved becomes the platform for a further ascent into complexity."

"you could say that the cosmos is a novelty-producing-and-conserving system of some sort. so, the evolution of higher animals and human culture and high technology is all in response to this universal form of complexification."

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

helping hands come in the situation you least expect

i went to the gas station on franklin street. after pre-paying and filling up i got in and turned the ignition. the car started momentarily then died. i tried again, but it wouldn't start back up. i kept turning, hoping it would work, to no avail. i looked around, still turning it over, hoping some passerby would be able to lend a hand or advice... nothing. i said, "shit, well, i can't even call anyone, i don't have anymore minutes" and put the car neutral, got out and started to push the car backwards towards the parking lot. the somali lady next to me at the pump came over and said something quietly, i couldn't really understand, and then started to help me push, so i smiled, saying, "thanks." once i had a good momentum going she said something else, again i couldn't understand over her accent and my heavy breathing. i looked behind me and saw she had stopped pushing so i smiled and waved. after having pushed the car into a spot, i got in and sat for a moment, thinking. i turned the ignition again just for the sake of it, and it started up! "hellll yeah!" i exclaimed. i drove the car back over to the pumps, got out and walked over to the woman. she said, "oh, it's working again, huh?" and i said, "yeah, i don't know what you did, but after you touched it it started right up! so i wanted to say thank you. i guess you have the magic touch." she smiled and chuckled in surprise at the remark. i happened to touch her elbow in appreciation. later out on the road i started feeling really high and happy, and my legs were all warm. it was like when the people would touch jesus' robes or something.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

W.W. aka Kosmos

I dream'd in a dream, I saw a city invincible to the attacks of the whole of the rest of the earth;
I dream’d that was the new City of Friends;
Nothing was greater there than the quality of robust love—it led the rest;
It was seen every hour in the actions of the men of that city,
And in all their looks and words

Thursday, July 2, 2009

the holographic mind

All the energy that ever was, is, or can be, is already here. Energy is all there is. Energy is neither created nor destroyed. Our thoughts are energy; nothing else is energy since everything occurs in our minds. So, the Big Bang was the manifestation of our thought - just one thought which occurred in an instant and with that thought, we created/ miscreated the entire known universe - all at once, the entire hologram - everything. Our consciousness can go anywhere it wants and focus on anything, any time, any space, any entity that it wants. Within a hologram there is no time and no space. Herein lies our consciousness. What we continue to do is just run around in this hologram just like a kid at the midway - trying different perspectives, lives, times, places, people, etc. Great fun! What an experiment!

Understanding the way the mind works is exigent. What happens is that we have a thought, rather, ‘thoughts have us’. 85% of them are negative because they arise from the ego mind which lives in fear. This is why what we experience in life seems to be somewhat negative. Thoughts are the energy which creates ... everything. Because we have senses we sense that things are not as we would like them and we strive to change the circumstances rather than change our thoughts. As Marianne Williamson said, “Changing our circumstances is like re-arranging the deck chairs on the Titanic.” What sometimes happens is that through increased information, unbeknownst to our conscious mind, we do change our thoughts, which fleetingly affords us to change our circumstances, which then change our perceptions, which then change our beliefs, which then begin to create more workable thoughts which create circumstances more to our liking. What works best is if we can release the old programming because then we are clear to create what we want. We need to stop the fear-based thinking which is so ingrained in us that we consider it natural. It is not.

Collectively we have ‘created’ our world. Truth is, if we want to know what is going on in our minds, we need only observe our circumstances. If we are happy with our circumstances, we can conclude that our minds are somewhat happy and vice versa. Our circumstances follow our thoughts. Nothing is created without thought, thought is the only source of energy, energy is what it takes to create, and energy is all there is. We have ‘cause and effect’ reversed. Our belief in time and space is what keeps us from knowing real cause and effect. Our circumstances are the result of our thinking, so our judging any situation is based upon our belief that circumstances came first and our response is the result.

You don’t get to vote on the way it is; you already did. - Werner Erhard

Since thoughts are creative energy, we must be vigilant about how we spend our energy. Praying for things that don’t exist, i.e.: things of this world, will gets us nothing. So we pray to change our perceptions or we pray in gratitude: “it is done” (wasa). Prayers are then ‘answered’ - and so it is (espavo).

I prayed for a bicycle until I realized God doesn’t work that way. So, I stole a bicycle and then prayed for forgiveness. - Emo Philips

The powers that be don’t want us, whom they consider the ‘enemy’, to know their secrets. They
promote each of us as the other’s competition, when in fact our opposition is way closer to home - our very own ego mind. If we continue to believe that ‘what is going on in the world’ is real and creates fear for us, we must consider that we are continuing to create it. If we want to change the world, which exists only in our own minds, we must first change our minds about the world. When we fear, we serve only the dark entities which David Icke claims thrive on our fear. When we rise above fear, they cease to exist, at least in our minds.... and seeing as everything exists only in our minds... they will cease to exist - except for those who choose to keep them alive by paying their attention to them. We will win. We are watching a horror movie which ends well. Keep up your spirits in anticipation for the famous final scene.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Copied from my message to Katie :P

after leaving the library i drove towards work early, but ended up driving along some of the backroads near the farm. i parked in this field and pulled out The Bhagavad Gita. i started feeling really strange and slightly light-headed soon into reading, so i closed the book and turned off the music. i became aware of the loud ringing in my ears then, so i tried to focus on it and just became more aware of my surroundings. i was starting to have similar thoughts to when i've tripped on acid, it was quite surreal. there was a light rain falling. i wasn't getting anything out of the ringing however, so i decided to do some meditating...with the heart chakra! when i visualized my temple, it was pretty closed off, not open like yours. so i changed its looks, forcing the doorways on its sides to become more open. i went barefoot into my temple this time, and the wet stone felt awesome. i noticed some of the pictures framed on the walls were of other similar temples, maybe they were previous temple formations from my younger years, idk. and when the flames started growing from the energy i was giving, i envisioned green light being slightly emitted at the edges of the flames. you should try that! and after exiting, i did a couple twirls and then took off into the air. :) when i opened my eyes i noticed the rain was letting up. i got out of the car and saw loads of clovers all over the ground, so i searched for a 4-leafer, no luck though, lol. and the sun started peeking through the clouds, too. i couldn't help but let out a laugh! i felt great.

later at work there was a goat lying in the barn amongst the others. i could tell she was in pain. so i sat down next to her and slowly petted her, trying to keep her calm. she couldn't really move, so i got her some water and lifted her head into the pan. she took a few struggled gulps. i tried doing some energy transferal to see if i could tell what her problem was, but it didn't really work out. so i just sent love and healing energy into her. i don't know how well it worked (goats don't really give feedback). but as i was doing it, a Nubian came up behind me and started rubbing her head on my back and neck, and it sent waves of energy throughout my body, and i used those waves to strengthen the love and healing i was sending out. it was fucking cool. :D

Friday, June 19, 2009

magickal sheep encounter

I was at the zoo with my twin serpent. We came to the pen holding a Dall Sheep. He was about 30 feet away, lying down next to some rocks.
Katie said, "Try calling out to him."
So I directed my energy towards the animal and said (psychically), "Heyyyy, Dall Sheep. Heeyyyy Dall Sheep. Come here, Dall Sheep." After some moments he started to arch his neck and did this rolling of his head to the sky. I continued calling to him. He got up off the ground and just stood there for a minute. Katie looked over at me with an anticipating smile. He walked to the right side fence and did the head roll thing two more times. I still called after him in the same fashion. He took a few steps in our direction. Katie's smile turned into surprised excitement. The sheep moved towards us again, coming all the way to the fence between us. I turned to Katie, shrugged and smiled sheepishly (lulz).
Then the Dall Sheep took a piss, and walked off.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Dear One

As my soul has been traveling along its path of this life,
I wonder if it started to feel the energy of Katie.
It knew that it was coming to the moment where
our love would collide and explode.

But early on, I didn't specifically know
that my twin was Katie.
And that seems to explain why I latched onto
Sommer and then Heather the way I did.

I was just confused as to where this source of a
LOVENERGY CONNECTION
was going to reveal itself in its original form.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

It tasted like shite, but it opened my tastes for new love.

Katie showed me the power of love energy.
Zack showed me the power of a smile.
Aaron showed me the power of closed doors.
I showed myself the power of uninhibited expression.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Now I know it's not just because of the common connection that Katie and I have...

Oddly enough, my mom was able to channel energy to me!
(At first I tried to give to her, but nothing much was felt on her end.)
She seems to be blocked up around the solar plexus area on the spine, from what I could feel.
(Katie and I have been discovering the ability to feel another's energy by way of transfer. It works best when our third/fifth eyes make out.)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Kurt Vonnegut - Bokononism

If you wish to study a granfalloon,
just remove the skin of a toy balloon.