boom. gimme the diploma. whats next

consciousness is the seat of suffering. consciousness is the seat upon which suffering rests its fat retarded ass.

- Albert Einstein

“The human being is a part of a whole, called by us ‘Universe,’ a part limited by us in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest...a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires, and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.” 

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The world needs support,
let's give it our backs;
We can help midwife
an over due collapse.

Initially it will inwardly fall;
a suicidal C-sectioned sprawl.
Soon after, look closely amongst the destruction,
Phoenix, arises, by way of forced induction.

The stench of sitting on our thumbs,
Waiting for Winter's dread to come,

Hiding amongst an illusory disease,
That never seems to please,
Distraction is a movement
Neither good nor bad; no judgement
please

Take Heed, Don't Titanic
Nature's verbs are more organic
Her motion
Your spirit
Can you hear it

Bring down the sovereign phallocracy
Pave new ground for revamped
philosophy, theology, feminology, pagancology,
ancestrology
This ain't no time for mediocrity

Do you know what they say
about the best sort of ground?
It is truly the middle ground
Where there's no ground at all
(Thus there's nowhere to fall;)

Protips

"Lots and lots of patience. Buy lots of diapers now while you have the time and buy in bulk. The average baby goes through 10 diapers a day. Buy at least one package of diapers a week if you can, and don't get the same size remember babies grow so plan ahead you should have at least 3 large boxes of each stage of diapers cause babies grow quick. She'll grow out of the newborn diapers in the first month. Most of all Girls are good listeners but also stubborn. Be firm, be strong, but be gentile to their feelings for you are their first friend, their first love, and the first man in their life. Being a father is the greatest joy a man can have. Good luck and congratulations again."

universal big bang

explosion followed by

unifying love bang

expansion

impossible to photograph

or measure they say

say but i,

spring-loaded and coiled

(we have a gun, you see

it's silver and studded

with a ribbed label

that says coiled potentiality)

click the trigger

and i will gladly travel

to the furthest spear

of the sun

may i knead your dreams

and pour my flesh

within your moon magic?

upon return i tread

shyly to(o

your throne where

spring blossoms

where deeply, i bow

this fool this man

in the shade of your permission

to alight upon

your almond feet

my uncovered body

(a shedding action)

captivated by

my own tower reversed

impurities so real -

hardly have i known

such gentle throbbing

wrinkles and wounds

your eyelids' flutters

catch me half-guard

off-smirk

words

t

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m

b

l

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and in the mists

of your sweet breath

lovely one

my heart rests

oak and newell

sweet sweet whisperings
silent succulent sedation
a crossroads of christhood
the movement meets the stillness
wander in the shallows of the wind
wonder in the shallows of my mind
the sound of exhaustion
brings rise to an illusion
it grapples and it inflates
the eyelids becoming warmer, redder, heave-ho
the futile struggle shows its colours, heave-ho
and now autumn's dreams are drunk, heave-ho

With moments like these, who needs eternity?

Breathe in, send out. Breathe out, take in. A self-contained source of fusion and fission. ONeness.

Last night

I was meditating and listening to some entrainment music, a Gamma frequency soundtrack by Dr. Jeffrey Thompson. I was having difficulty raising my energy past my anahata, so I stayed my focus there for the remainder. And soon into it I suddenly felt blissful ecstatic energy burst outward. It felt so good I couldn't help but tear up! By the end of the track I was feeling weightless. It was so short, too, the meditation. It's a 30 minute long track but it only felt like half that amount of time..

Become Music

Close your eyes. Make no effort to hear or think anything whatsoever. Relax every muscle in your body. You start to drowse heavily. Everything slowly dissolves. Wait, and let go. Nothing but the music, music and nothing but, absolute, imperious, and alone. You are dissolving into the rhythm. Words aren't made for this. You must wait for that wordless moment when you cannot even say you are floating in the ether because, for such an expression to have meaning, it would still imply a "you" separate from vibration itself. It is precisely that "you" that is canceled. Nothing remains but waves, that pure pulsation you have become.