oak and newell

sweet sweet whisperings
silent succulent sedation
a crossroads of christhood
the movement meets the stillness
wander in the shallows of the wind
wonder in the shallows of my mind
the sound of exhaustion
brings rise to an illusion
it grapples and it inflates
the eyelids becoming warmer, redder, heave-ho
the futile struggle shows its colours, heave-ho
and now autumn's dreams are drunk, heave-ho

With moments like these, who needs eternity?

Breathe in, send out. Breathe out, take in. A self-contained source of fusion and fission. ONeness.

Last night

I was meditating and listening to some entrainment music, a Gamma frequency soundtrack by Dr. Jeffrey Thompson. I was having difficulty raising my energy past my anahata, so I stayed my focus there for the remainder. And soon into it I suddenly felt blissful ecstatic energy burst outward. It felt so good I couldn't help but tear up! By the end of the track I was feeling weightless. It was so short, too, the meditation. It's a 30 minute long track but it only felt like half that amount of time..

Become Music

Close your eyes. Make no effort to hear or think anything whatsoever. Relax every muscle in your body. You start to drowse heavily. Everything slowly dissolves. Wait, and let go. Nothing but the music, music and nothing but, absolute, imperious, and alone. You are dissolving into the rhythm. Words aren't made for this. You must wait for that wordless moment when you cannot even say you are floating in the ether because, for such an expression to have meaning, it would still imply a "you" separate from vibration itself. It is precisely that "you" that is canceled. Nothing remains but waves, that pure pulsation you have become.

I saw Katie's chakra energies for my first time. On her chest was green, sort of in the shape of a butterfly, with yellow on the bottom tips of the wings, and blue flowing up her throat, as if the butterfly were singing. And I observed her face for awhile as green energy flowed across her cheeks. I brought my hand up to her face and caressed the skin on her cheek and neck, and suddenly I saw a glowing green between my hand and her neck! And I looked at my hand, spotting green flowing across my own skin as well. :)